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Kanye West is having an 'especially tough' time with Kim Kardashian's decision to solidify their divorce on Friday.
The 43-year-old rapper has reportedly been incredibly 'distant' and 'unresponsive' amid the end of his marriage with the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star.
A source told a US Blog that although he 'knew it was coming,' the reality of the situation has been weighing heavy on him as Kim has always been his 'dream girl.'
'Kim was always Kanye's dream girl — even before they got together — so the thought of her not being his wife anymore is a lot to take in,' and ultimately he is not sure 'whether it's the best decision for their family or not,' the source said.
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Though they only officially became a couple in 2012, Kanye had been outspoken of his admiration for the reality beauty.
The rapper said in a 2013 Hot 97 radio interview, 'I loved her from the first day I saw her.'
He continued, 'Our love story's a love story for the ages. I felt like when we first got together, it was like a Romeo and Juliet kind of thing, where it's like, she's a reality star and I'm a rapper.'
In an interview with Kris Jenner in 2013 (during the time she had a talk show) he told his soon-to-be mother-in-law, 'There's times when I wasn't with [Kim], I wanted to be with her so bad I thought about taking up sports.'
Kanye was referring to all of Kim's past boyfriends being athletes including Reggie Bush and Kris Humphries - who she divorced before moving on with Kanye months later.
The pair began dating and she got pregnant with North. Four months after she was born he pulled out all the stops for an epic proposal slipping a 13-carat diamond ring on her finger.
They continued to get married in 2014 and started their life officially as 'Kim-Ye,' coming as close to royalty as America could get. Four years after marrying things began to go downhill, however.
Though it was only reported within the past few months that the two had been living separate lives on account of a 'downright toxic' environment at home, reportedly Kim had been past the point of no return for nearly three years.
A source told Us Blog, the 'turning point' in the marriage was when he said back in 2018 that 'slavery was a choice' to TMZ.
The statement caused a nearly insurmountable 'rough patch,' (despite the outburst being tied to his fraught mental state and bipolar disorder) as Kim was left 'mortified,' over his comments.
Though they were able to rebuild past it, his proneness to outrageous outbursts continued to cause tension in the marriage, and it came to a head over the summer when he made comments about Kim and their first-born daughter North.
'I almost killed my daughter... So even if my wife were to divorce me after this speech, she brought North into the world, even when I didn't want to,' he said in a speech while bidding for President as part of the Birthday Party.
Afterwards he took to twitter in a now infamous outburst where he proclaimed that Kim tried to 'lock [him] up with a doctor,' before insinuating she had been unfaithful.
He continued 'I been trying to get divorced since Kim met with Meek at the Waldorf for 'prison reform.''
That was her 'breaking point,' in the marriage according to a source. 'She was able to brush off things that he said for shock value in the past, but she was in over her head as soon as he brought their children into it.'
'From there, they were never able to get back to the place they were once in.' In July she met with her divorce attorney Laura Wasser for the first time. By the fall they were not 'in contact,' and despite a last grandiose gesture of gifting five Maybachs during Christmas things were basically over.
By 2021 she had begun to slip off her wedding ring and was focusing on 'the future.' It was then reported that divorce was 'imminent' for the pair, and were living apart. Shortly thereafter he was seen moving belongings out of their shared house.
A source told People that she had put it off filing for as long as possible.
'Filing for divorce is something she has been thinking about for a long time. She has also been dreading it. She really, really has done everything to avoid filing,' the insider added.
It was noted, '[Kim] is doing okay. She is sad, but ready to move on,' adding 'They are just not on the same page...and Kim is okay with it.'
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